{"id":132638,"date":"2024-12-03T00:04:12","date_gmt":"2024-12-02T17:04:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/hotvideos24.online\/?p=132638"},"modified":"2024-12-03T00:04:12","modified_gmt":"2024-12-02T17:04:12","slug":"i-was-in-so-much-pain","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hotvideos24.online\/?p=132638","title":{"rendered":"&#8216;I Was in So Much Pain&#8217;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p> <script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-3711241968723425\"\r\n     crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script>\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"fluid\"\r\n     data-ad-layout-key=\"-fb+5w+4e-db+86\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-3711241968723425\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"7910942971\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><br \/>\n<\/p>\n<div data-article-body=\"true\">\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\">&#8220;I didn&#8217;t know that your heart can break that many times in such a short period of time,&#8221; Nikki said of her split<\/p>\n<figure class=\"col-body mb-4\">\n<div class=\"relative\"><img alt=\"Frazer Harrison\/Getty Nikki Garcia attends The 2023 ESPY Awards at Dolby Theatre on July 12, 2023 in Hollywood, California\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"960\" height=\"641\" decoding=\"async\" data-nimg=\"1\" class=\"rounded-lg\" style=\"color:transparent\" src=\"https:\/\/s.yimg.com\/ny\/api\/res\/1.2\/.sBsZR4VhitrDQi_gQxWSQ--\/YXBwaWQ9aGlnaGxhbmRlcjt3PTk2MDtoPTY0MQ--\/https:\/\/media.zenfs.com\/en\/people_218\/503a6dce29d20eba03152f8a8718f828\"\/><button aria-label=\"View larger image\" class=\"group absolute bottom-3 right-3 size-10 md:size-[50px] lg:inset-0 lg:size-full lg:bg-transparent\" data-ylk=\"elm:expand;itc:1;sec:image-lightbox;slk:lightbox-open;\"><span class=\"absolute bottom-0 right-0 rounded-full bg-white p-3 opacity-100 shadow-elevation-3 transition-opacity duration-300 group-hover:block group-hover:opacity-100 md:p-[17px] lg:bottom-6 lg:right-6 lg:bg-white\/90 lg:p-5 lg:opacity-0 lg:shadow-none\"><svg viewbox=\"0 0 22 22\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"size-4 lg:size-6\" width=\"22\" height=\"22\"><path d=\"M12.372.92c0-.506.41-.916.915-.916L21 0l-.004 7.712a.917.917 0 0 1-1.832 0V3.183l-6.827 6.828-1.349-1.348 6.828-6.828h-4.529a.915.915 0 0 1-.915-.915M1.835 17.816l6.828-6.828 1.349 1.349-6.829 6.827h4.529a.915.915 0 0 1 0 1.831L0 21l.004-7.713a.916.916 0 0 1 1.831 0z\"\/><\/svg><\/span><\/button><dialog aria-label=\"Modal Dialog\" aria-modal=\"true\" class=\"fixed inset-0 z-[4] size-full max-h-none max-w-none bg-white hidden\"\/><\/div><figcaption class=\"relative text-sm mt-1 pr-2.5\">\n<div style=\"max-height:none;overflow:visible\">\n<p>Frazer Harrison\/Getty<\/p>\n<p> Nikki Garcia attends The 2023 ESPY Awards at Dolby Theatre on July 12, 2023 in Hollywood, California<\/p><\/div>\n<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\"><a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/tag\/nikki-bella\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:Nikki Garcia;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">Nikki Garcia<\/a> is opening up about her split from <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/artem-chigvintsev-visited-dancing-with-the-stars-nearly-3-months-after-show-exit-amid-nikki-garcia-divorce-and-arrest-8744630\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:Artem Chigvintsev;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">Artem Chigvintsev<\/a> for the first time.<\/p>\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\">The retired WWE star, 41, returned to her podcast, <a href=\"https:\/\/podcasts.apple.com\/us\/podcast\/the-nikki-brie-show\/id1451565442\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:The Nikki &amp; Brie Show;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \"><em>The Nikki &amp; Brie Show<\/em><\/a>, on Monday, Dec. 2 after more than three months away following her ex-husband&#8217;s Aug. 28 arrest <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/dwts-artem-chigvintsev-arrested-on-accusations-of-corporal-injury-to-spouse-8704207\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:on suspicion of corporal injury to spouse;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">on suspicion of corporal injury to spouse<\/a>. Her return comes days after she and Chigvintsev <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/artem-chigvintsev-nikki-garcia-settle-divorce-8729412\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:settled their divorce;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">settled their divorce<\/a> on Nov. 21 in private mediation.<\/p>\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\">Nikki began the episode with a preface that she would &#8220;try my best not to get too emotional&#8221; as she gave an update on the last few months of her life.<\/p>\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\">Related: <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/best-amazon-cyber-monday-deals-2024-8733912\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:Best Amazon Cyber Monday Deals: Live Updates on What to Buy Today;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">Best Amazon Cyber Monday Deals: Live Updates on What to Buy Today<\/a><\/p>\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\">&#8220;I disconnected from social media, from the world, and I just knew that I needed to disconnect because first things first, I&#8217;m a mom and my son&#8217;s protection and privacy is the most important. So I was gonna do whatever it took for that most importantly, and then just needing space for healing, for facing trauma head on, all of that,&#8221; she said, referring to <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/artem-chigvintsev-files-joint-custody-son-matteo-after-ex-nikki-garcia-asks-sole-custody-amid-divorce-8712645\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:her 4-year-old son Matteo;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">her 4-year-old son Matteo<\/a>, whom she shares with Chigvintsev.<\/p>\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\">&#8220;It&#8217;s been really tough. I&#8217;ve been heartbroken. Sad. You know, you dream of having this family and you have this incredible love and it just goes the other way. And you go from having a great love story to having a terrible one. And I never saw any of it coming, you know, as far as, like, what the ending would be.&#8221;<\/p>\n<figure class=\"col-body mb-4\">\n<div class=\"relative\"><img alt=\"Anna Webber\/Getty Nikki Garcia and Artem Chigvintsev attend \" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"320\" height=\"480\" decoding=\"async\" data-nimg=\"1\" class=\"rounded-lg\" style=\"color:transparent\" src=\"https:\/\/s.yimg.com\/ny\/api\/res\/1.2\/4PYHO1WP6NTIGrLALIKs3w--\/YXBwaWQ9aGlnaGxhbmRlcjt3PTY0MDtoPTk2MA--\/https:\/\/media.zenfs.com\/en\/people_218\/fd6ac4c49ba342a336aec3006e1080b5\"\/><\/div><figcaption class=\"relative text-sm mt-1 pr-2.5\">\n<div style=\"max-height:none;overflow:visible\">\n<p>Anna Webber\/Getty<\/p>\n<p> Nikki Garcia and Artem Chigvintsev attend &#8220;Twin Love&#8221; &#8211; Cocktails And Bites With Hosts Nikki &amp; Brie Garcia at Soho House on November 16, 2023<\/p><\/div>\n<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\">She said that her son has remained her priority amidst the end of the relationship and the legal battle that ensued, as she shared, &#8220;I tried to handle this whole situation even though I was in so much pain. I was just trying to do what was best for everyone.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\">&#8220;I do want to continue to protect Mateo in those ways because that&#8217;s what&#8217;s been the hardest part about all this, and that&#8217;s been so heartbreaking. I didn&#8217;t know that your heart can break that many times in such a short period of time.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\">Related: <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/tv\/nikki-bella-artem-chigvintsev-relationship-timeline\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:Nikki Bella and Artem Chigvintsev's Relationship Timeline;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">Nikki Bella and Artem Chigvintsev&#8217;s Relationship Timeline<\/a><\/p>\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\">Nikki also shed light on the nature of her relationship with the former <em>DWTS<\/em> pro, who <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/nikki-garcia-and-artem-chigvintsev-legally-married-5-months-after-wedding-8711929\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:she married in 2022;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">she married in 2022<\/a>, as she admitted, &#8220;When it came to our relationship, it&#8217;s sad. Like, it just hasn&#8217;t been great for a long time. And I really played it up [that] things were a lot better than what they were in the public eye, which I have regrets in that because what I felt was, like, if I can just put this person on a pedestal and maybe if this person hears it enough, what I believe in them, they can believe that in themselves.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\">&#8220;I didn&#8217;t wanna have another failed public relationship,&#8221; she continued. &#8220;And more than any of that, take it away, like, I wanted it for Matteo. You know, it&#8217;s it always comes back to him. You fight for your kids. We should have probably walked away a long time ago. So in the end, what happened wouldn&#8217;t have happened.&#8221;<\/p>\n<figure class=\"col-body mb-4\">\n<div class=\"relative\"><img alt=\"Theo Wargo\/Getty Images Brie Garcia and Nikki Garcia visit SiriusXM at SiriusXM Studios on September 07, 2023\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" decoding=\"async\" data-nimg=\"1\" class=\"rounded-lg\" style=\"color:transparent\" src=\"https:\/\/s.yimg.com\/ny\/api\/res\/1.2\/BIOqh.IStdcD6cxGBppW7A--\/YXBwaWQ9aGlnaGxhbmRlcjt3PTk2MDtoPTY0MQ--\/https:\/\/media.zenfs.com\/en\/people_218\/1fead9dac73791e0c2b78cbd4f03f246\"\/><button aria-label=\"View larger image\" class=\"group absolute bottom-3 right-3 size-10 md:size-[50px] lg:inset-0 lg:size-full lg:bg-transparent\" data-ylk=\"elm:expand;itc:1;sec:image-lightbox;slk:lightbox-open;\"><span class=\"absolute bottom-0 right-0 rounded-full bg-white p-3 opacity-100 shadow-elevation-3 transition-opacity duration-300 group-hover:block group-hover:opacity-100 md:p-[17px] lg:bottom-6 lg:right-6 lg:bg-white\/90 lg:p-5 lg:opacity-0 lg:shadow-none\"><svg viewbox=\"0 0 22 22\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"size-4 lg:size-6\" width=\"22\" height=\"22\"><path d=\"M12.372.92c0-.506.41-.916.915-.916L21 0l-.004 7.712a.917.917 0 0 1-1.832 0V3.183l-6.827 6.828-1.349-1.348 6.828-6.828h-4.529a.915.915 0 0 1-.915-.915M1.835 17.816l6.828-6.828 1.349 1.349-6.829 6.827h4.529a.915.915 0 0 1 0 1.831L0 21l.004-7.713a.916.916 0 0 1 1.831 0z\"\/><\/svg><\/span><\/button><dialog aria-label=\"Modal Dialog\" aria-modal=\"true\" class=\"fixed inset-0 z-[4] size-full max-h-none max-w-none bg-white hidden\"\/><\/div><figcaption class=\"relative text-sm mt-1 pr-2.5\">\n<div style=\"max-height:none;overflow:visible\">\n<p>Theo Wargo\/Getty Images<\/p>\n<p> Brie Garcia and Nikki Garcia visit SiriusXM at SiriusXM Studios on September 07, 2023<\/p><\/div>\n<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\">The <em>Total Bellas<\/em> alum also admitted that it&#8217;s been a &#8220;struggle&#8221; dealing with the split in the public eye as people were being &#8220;fed lies&#8221; about her.<\/p>\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\">&#8220;But because I know the truth and I actually lived it, it had it didn&#8217;t have a big effect on me because people weren&#8217;t there that day. People don&#8217;t know what I&#8217;ve gone through to what I am going through, and you&#8217;re always going to have people just assume things and say things, and then, you know, when they get fed lies, you&#8217;re gonna have people also believe things. All I need to do is focus on my healing. I need to focus on Matteo&#8217;s healing.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\">Related: <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/brie-garcia-says-nikki-garcia-going-through-it-artem-chigvintsev-divorce-return-to-podcast-soon-8731493\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:Brie Garcia Says Sister Nikki Is 'Going Through It' amid Artem Chigvintsev Divorce but Will Return to Their Podcast 'Soon';elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">Brie Garcia Says Sister Nikki Is &#8216;Going Through It&#8217; amid Artem Chigvintsev Divorce but Will Return to Their Podcast &#8216;Soon&#8217;<\/a><\/p>\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\">Following his Aug. 28 arrest, Chigvintsev did not <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/dancing-with-the-stars-artem-chigvintsev-not-face-criminal-charges-domestic-violence-arrest-8717891\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:face criminal charges;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">face criminal charges<\/a>, and both he and Nikki have alleged that the other person was the aggressor in the incident that led to the arrest.<\/p>\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\">They were both granted protective orders against each other following the arrest, both of which were dropped when they settled their divorce last month.<\/p>\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\"><strong>Never miss a story \u2014 sign up for <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/people-news-daily-newsletter-sign-up-8692701\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:PEOPLE's free daily newsletter;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">PEOPLE&#8217;s free daily newsletter<\/a> to stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer\u200b\u200b, from celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p class=\"col-body mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words min-w-0\">Nikki previously\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/nikki-garcia-asks-for-privacy-after-artem-chigvintsev-arrest-8704647\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:asked for &quot;privacy for her and her family;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">asked for &#8220;privacy for her and her family<\/a>&#8221;\u00a0in a statement to PEOPLE and after filing for divorce,\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/nikki-garcia-continues-to-ask-for-privacy-after-filing-for-divorce-from-artem-chigvintsev-8711458\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:she continued to &quot;ask for privacy for her and her family;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">she continued to &#8220;ask for privacy for her and her family<\/a>.&#8221;\u00a0Meanwhile,\u00a0Chigvintsev also shared a statement with PEOPLE following the divorce filing and after it was announced he is not facing criminal charges for the arrest, explaining how he was &#8220;incredibly relieved and grateful that the domestic violence charges against me have been dropped&#8221; 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